we crept between the spaces
of forbidden tunnels; running
through fountains with our flesh
exposed—cold & bare water
pounded onto our bones
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perfect
(Source: elvedon)
Today, I stopped trying.
Tell me why would you let her in my bedroom? I know you didn’t cheat but why? why? I hate her.
I know you’ll break me one day and that is a given that keeps haunting what’s left of my day. I worry my worrying might break me before then.
Should it worry me that she sweet talks you more than I do? should it worry me that your friends might get to your head more than my cries get to your ears?
I don’t know it’s my insecurities or it’s what society has taught me, but every time a guy tells me I’m beautiful I doubt it. Because the girls they have been with are mostly are a size from 1/4 and I’m looking at them and my thoughts are telling me Nadia what are they comparing you to? you know they’re lying and they just want to get you to bed. Even you, I never believed you even though you never proved me right. But god help me if I ever see you look at another girl’s body like you look at mine, it could end me. I’m so insecure it bothers me.
“When I was 5 years old, my mother always told me that happiness was the key to life. When I went to school, they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up. I wrote down ‘happy’. They told me I didn’t understand the assignment, and I told them they didn’t understand life.” - John Lennon
(Source: lysergiocacid)
I’m lonely in your hands. You hold me but you do not hear me. I don’t know how I manage to fool you into thinking my cries at night are just my allergies. You don’t know me, do you?
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People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that’s what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life.
A true soul mate is probably the most important person you’ll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave.
A soul mates purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master.
"Elizabeth Gilbert
